Being With Pain


Illness. Pain. The mind wants solutions… suggesting… trying… what if this, what if that…. it wants to escape the body pain… now! It’s so persistent in its quest to stop this actual ‘what is’ state. Jibber-jabbering away wanting to be helpful. I’m sitting here watching it do its thing… creating fear, scary thought, anxiety stories, all kinds and varieties of stories. I used to resist the mind and the body and the stories, but that just kept me tethered even more. So, I watch it do its thing. Jibber-jabber… when will it?… what if?… stop me in my tracks writhe, grimace involuntarily; disapprove of it as I’m sending it love and approval; call out to Uriel, Lester, god god god, a friend… what a cacophonous symphony. Not a distraction. Not to be denied, ignored, or by-passed. But to have the courage to dive into the apparent chaos where peace, pain, noise, silence, whatever-ness, and all of it resides. This is the challenge of illness… and life.
Courage to be with all of it, and to let it be all of what it is. Until it isn’t.
mu, 02/15/2016

Ojai, CA

The Petri Dish of Suffering

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“The most authentic thing about us is our capacity to create, to overcome, to endure, to transform, to love and to be greater than our suffering.”
~ Ben Okri

This life is full of tragedy and loss. Sometimes, it is challenging to wrap the mind around it, and painful to wrap the heart around it. What a trip… what a ride.

To ignore the sorrow or tragic aspects of the Whole, and attempt to “be” or see only the easy soft lovely ‘beautiful’ parts; to deny the juicy messy ‘ugly’ painful parts, is life only partially tasted, partially lived. It is unawakened or partially awakened believing it is fully awakened. When we transcend, even if only for a moment in time (literally) we then know it is all part of the deal. Not just some of it. ALL of it. It is then that the shadow, painful, tragic aspects, can also be seen as ‘beautiful’ if one chooses.

We are here right now in the midst of an earthly physical/mental firestorm day-to-day. How we think, act and react to whatever is, has been, or will be — including the tragedies, losses and suffering in our lives and the lives of our extended earthly family, is the material realm petri dish where TRUE heroes, TRUE sages, TRUE awakened and enlightened beings are born… again and again and again.

No human is excluded from this experiment, so let’s each, from wherever we are right now, consciously love one another in our individual and collective suffering. And let’s be courageous and embrace a little of the shadow aspects of our individual and collective humanity today — even if we weep until the sun rises tomorrow.

– mu

July 17, 2014

 

 

The Sliver of Light

Somewhere…where troubles melt like lemon drops…
Amidst these and other challenging times, past, future, now, we can tune into the pulsing electric current of our own persistent, relentless beating heart that knows how to keep on. We can focus on the little glimmer, the tenacious glint within the shadow, the sliver of light that is always always there… somewhere.

Faith, Hope and Love. Let’s never forget, we are all in this together.

 
– mu
03/03/2014
 
*Inspired by this quote from Love It Forward by Jeff Brown
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The little light that knows.  www.soulshaping.com/loveitforward

We Don’t Own Anything

sunset at the marinaEarlier today I received an email from YouTube saying I had to prove I had permission to use the images, music, and content in my MuTube videos. I have a whopping grand total of 48 subscribers as of today and something like the same amount of total videos uploaded. I make it a point to always give credit and acknowledgment of all authors, quotes, music, and other content I use in my videos.

The YouTube Machine… like most, if not all other corporate machines is run on FEAR. “Ownership” = Fear. Copyright = Fear. Legal mumbo-jumbo = Fear. $$$ = Fear. Threatening to delete videos that do not comply = Fear. Deleting videos = Fear. And on and on it goes.

It’s the same thing with the USA Health “Care” Machine. Doctors fear lawsuits, so they order unnecessary tests and put people on toxic meds. Fear. Insurance Companies Machine = Fear. The Political Machine = Fear and fear-based manipulation and control. And on and on it goes.

(Fear is not cool. It creates a lot of unnecessary issues.)

My intention for starting MuTube  was to help other beings however I can, with what I’ve got, from wherever I am. (Cheri Huber said that in similar words). I do that by sharing information, inspiration, love, and beauty as I know and see it. That’s what MuTube is about. I’m not trying to get rich off of my 48 homemade YouTube videos. Unfortunately, now I will be sharing and incorporating less or none of other people’s  creations and beauty in my videos and only including my own creations, photos, and music. Fear is constrictive and limiting – even when it is imposed on us by others like the YouTube Machine.

We Create But We Do Not “Own” Our Creations. We are all creators. We may be under the illusion we ‘own’ what we have created. But none of us owns anything. Not really. Some of us are artists. I’m an artist. I’ve got the worldly letters to go along with that label too. (ASCAP/SAG/AFTRA/Random other letters, blah blah blah.) Big whoop, right? We are merely the temporary care takers, place holders, baby sitters of our manifested focus and creations.

As I said, I make it a point to credit and acknowledge the artists, authors, musicians, and others I quote, or use in my videos.

(Plagiarism is not cool.  People who plagiarize are covertly claiming the words and creations of others as their own. )

I won’t / can’t pay a license fee to use their art in my MuTube videos. I am also an affiliate for a couple of companies that I support and that help people and I will post links to those as they relate to my video content. But, I do not by any means make a living  from those affiliations or the very small percentages of a random sale here or there.

I own nothing of any worldly value to speak of. I exist on very little — on well below the US poverty level income. We don’t actually need much to exist or survive on. I was labeled as physically “disabled” about 25 years ago. If someone becomes so-called ‘disabled’ or their body gets sick or chronically unwell and they live in the United States, or some place similar with similar corporate, economic, insurance, health care (lack of health care is more accurate) policies as the US has, and they have no family or social support system in place to help them (or if your support system gets  sick or disabled as mine did), they will most likely end up like I did a year ago: homeless.

(Homelessness is not cool. It can happen to anyone. The only exception to that rule is the elite 1% in the US.)

My daily physical survival is still tenuous. I’m resilient and a very creative problem solver, but I still have not come up with workable, survivable solution to this challenge.

Something needs to change. I know we can do better as a global society. We have to do better. Or not. Either way we are all just passing through this illusion. Our physical bodies are all going to die, dissolve, disappear back into nothingness.

So be kind.

(Kindness is cool.)

Share. Help one another whenever, where ever, with whatever you can. Support one another. Love one another. We are all One Energetic Beingness.

What if we all knew that and started acting like it?

– mu

* Seagulls on Jetty Enjoying the Pink Sunset by mu using an iPhone.

Awakened Activism

20130816-193442.jpgAwakening is not an invitation to disengage or ignore the world as it blossoms or as it burns. Realization of Unity and our oneness with All is not an excuse to remain sitting on a pillow in bliss for eternity ignoring the suffering and ills of the relative world. That is practicing a ‘selfish spirituality’.

We are to re-engage with the world and population that we are ‘one with’, in an active, passionate, and compassionate way. To be awake, is to ‘be the change’ in whatever way speaks to our heart and inherent knowingness of what is the ‘right’ thing to do in any given moment.

We are to bring the bliss and light and love into the world to shine it within the realm of human error and ignorance that is an inherent part of this experience. We can’t ignore or deny those things as being ‘unreal’ as long as we inhabit a physical body. Yes, in Absolute terms it is illusion, but while in the physical body (and mind), it is our responsibility – as awakened beings, to raise the collective level of consciousness and help ease the suffering of our other human selves in this world and universe that we know and recognize ourselves to be One with.

– mu
August15, 2013

Check out this video on YouTube:
Marianne Williamson at Wanderlust 2012
http://youtu.be/mjU08nvPoAk

Goodness & Love Prevail

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Every single moment, every single day, there is someone somewhere in the world doing something wonderful, something ‘right’,  something kind for someone else. Even though we may not see it and probably won’t hear about it, it IS happening right NOW.

Goodness and love prevail in quiet anonymity, changing our world for the better one thought, one act, one person at a time.

– mu